I, the Getaway Car

Me
My dad

1. What was the funniest thing I did when I was a baby?
When you were a few year old, everytime you asked me what I was doing, I always said, "Fixing." Kaya, one day when you were walking down the stairs and with every step you took, you said, "Watcha doing Papi? Fixing! Watcha doing Papi? Fixing!"

2. What was my first word?
Uh... Johnny Depp.
Pa!
Joke lang! Uh... Dada.

3. What was my first food/favorite food?
Sushi... Anything Japanese.

4. What was the craziest thing you did when you were a student?
Uh... I don't know!
Well, you have to think. ;P
Hmm... Well, when I was in grade school, I brought this toy to school to show it to my friends. Tapos, this guy grabbed it from me and threw it into the mud... so I...
Yes?
Bit him in the face...

5. How did you and mama meet?
Your tita (my mom's sister) introduced us when we were in college.

6. If you could do anything other than what you are doing now, what would it be?
Wala. I love what I'm doing. Being a pilot and your dad.
*gasp... cries*

7. Tell me a secret you kept from your parents.
I started driving when I was nine years old.
Omg, then I should start driving!
You wish.

8. Tell me something about you that I still don't know.
Well... yun', I started driving when I was nine years old.

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Hectic day today.

After being exposed to the ruthless cold at the supermarket, I feel like my bones are about to shatter like thin glass. I knew I should've brought a jacket. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I remember feeling like this one Christmas morning and when I decided to rest that day, it only got worse and became one hell of a fever.

So here I am, not resting.

So I was just thinking about it.. you know, college and sh--uh, stuff. The whole growing up thing still rigs up my brain like there's this hectic world in my head that I've been living in and then, just suddenly, all the chaos is taken out. There's just that silence.

All the car crash sounds and collapsing building echoes are just gone like there were never there at all. And every song I've ever loved has just died because there's a different world to live in now.

It's hard to go to school without counting who I might never see again. The worst moments are when I count the people I've grown up with. Some friendships must be sacrificed but not mine.

It's so unbearably typical that we have to go through this. Yea, sure, practically the whole world's gone through it and survived but what if, one day, I'll miss everyone so much that it'll just slap me in the face so hard that I fall and never get up?

Then everything just collapses from there...

Sigh.

It's just such a dangerous game to play.

But, then again, you know, bring it on.

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Truth is, I've never come close to answering that coherently and concretely. I am simply Maw, the schizophrenic (well, no, not really), paranoid and altophobic teenager who firmly believes that dugongs will rise against evil and rule the world. *grins* It's true... In fact, I am a general in their army and I spend the weekends playing underwater hockey with them while we plan a strategy that will bring the world to its knees. *cackles*

Ahem... Anyways...

I am a kid with some of the lamest jokes. If I were a mutant in X-men, my power would be ultimate baduy-ness. Imagine that scene in the 3rd movie where they've already begun the war and I'm there in the middle of it all holding a microphone saying, "Hey, guys! I have a joke!!" and then everyone will be like, "NOOOOOOOO!!! RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!" hence peace will be restored.

Music. Dear gawd, I honestly cannot live without it. I have been into music for, hmm, ever. I have been into almost all kinds of music but for me, there's nothing better than rock--punk, alternative, emo... Whatever. If I could, I'd live in the Warped Tour as a band merchant...

Well, no, not really because it gets really hot. What I would really love is to have my own band and play at the Warped Tour every year and have the power to make hearts beat and burst with love and compassion. I'll admit it, becoming a musician has been my ultimate goal since I was five. I'd give anything to make my own music even it means having to bask in the intense heat of the sun. Having a heat stroke is worth the thrill of having fans screaming and jumping to your music. Music's a world where all things repugnant and grotesque aren't real and everything is within my control.

I am also a writer. I love writing and reading as much as I love listening to music. Although it may not seem like it at the moment, I enjoy writing poems, short stories (no, not Harry Potter fanfics, people) and, sometimes, reviews on whatever. Besides music, writing is a way of expressing emotions. It's a form of release.

Well, basically, I am a spontaneously combusting girl with two imaginary personalities: Googs and Tori. Say hi, guys!

Hi!!

Hello...

And this is us signing off.

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